2009 CHANGE OF DIRECTION

Tuesday, January 6, 2009 1:38 AM

happy new year! alright, im done with 2008, it makes me sick thinkin' of LAST year! its one of the worst years i've ever had in my life. now that i am single too, i think im going stay this way for i donno how long haha but im sure this is the way how i want to be for now. i keep on losing my feelings for someone so fast these days, probably something is holding me back. i do feel lonely at times, i do feel like i need someone but yet at the same time i don't think i can start another relationship yet. i know im fine now, but im not fine about myself (i wonder if that makes any sense LoL). talking about this topic is wasting time and it just brings back old memories so lets move on to the next part.

since i dont have anyone special to care or miss or think about now, i might as well need a replacement for that. and, what i have decided is that i will be using this blog to express my ideas, ideas which i think will benifit people in some ways or even create oppurtunities in the future.

since last year, i've been jotting/typing down ideas that includes practical business ideas and inventions. i must say that this is one the reasons why i hardly get enough sleep. i think of something and like my lecturer said "too much imagination", though i won't put it that way, for me, i'd say "visualization". the easiest way to explain this is, if you have seen an AutoCAD or any software program like Google SketchUp, well, its like that. the more i think of things, the more details i will get from the visual image and it just goes on and on.

i think i'm pretty close to a condition called low latent inhibition, its nothing to be proud of haha. lets say if i see a mechanical pen, i see through it almost like an x-ray, i locate the different parts in it, what materials would it be for each part and etc. yes, i must be crazy but im not. well, here's the crazy part actually, it happens when i see things that i don't know or big structures like a building, i'll see where the foundations are, cement thickness and lots more, its TOO MUCH! the longer i stare at such sight, the more details will come to mind. its almost uncontrollable at some point that the best thing to do is to close my eyes and relax. but its thanks to this condition that i'm able to think of designs way before i reach for a pen and paper or my laptop to draw what i have visualized.

i think im just talking crap here LOL, God i need some sleep HAHA, but seriously, thats how i see things.

alright, going back to the subject of ideas, so far, i've got about 20 ideas as of last year, although i don't think all are that good but that is for you to decide :)

ok ok, the point is, i will be sharing my ideas with you! let it be the best or worst idea i got, i'll blog it up!

my own way

1 comments:

January 19, 2009 1:40 PM

dude... pakai chat box bah~ hahaha

im gona link u soon..

bah.. blog more often.. hehe

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